really do this?", and worst of all a miscarriage. Lately what seems to be the case is the idea of being
pregnant seems so impossible in my head. I keep having these moments where I can't seem to rap my head
around getting and being pregnant, honestly it's all I've wanted for years and now I'm wondering can I
actually do it? You can make you body do so many things, gain/lose weight, strengthen, and even push a
living being out of it... Yet you can't MAKE your body get pregnant, sure you can use fertility drugs and
practice of the old wives tales, but none of those guarantee a pregnancy. I feel helpless, like I'm begging my
body to let me have this! All I can do is hope, and since this is still the early stages I'm going to stay
optimistic. I wonder though, how many of you out there had this same fear?
